What do I do now ?

I am not me ...

Just like a me , but I feels some mad , and bad things 

She is dead and this hurt me ..

I want forget this , but not so easy !

It aside , I am kinda happy because I have a good secret :D

I can't tell you what is this , but  you'll se !!

I look forward to February! and of course my birthday too:) but it hurts the most is that it does not meet him!