:'(((

Life and death. I swear I'm going crazy. One human three weeks and is set to die. He is very important to me. And I can not do anything. And it could not have been enough time. And yet I could be with him, I can not touch his hand one last time. I can not say goodbye to him. No longer do I embrace through. And you do not owe him for me. Everyone around me dies. No, I do not want this. Ever since I heard this news, has just cry ... Meaningless life .. If you want to do good to me, just leave me alone ... thank you I do not know what to do, just forget it and make it look as if I would be happy. Either be a way I feel. I do not know, I can not smile. Only one thing I can think of death. Even myself do not understand. I regret everything...
Good-Bye